Music nerd, tech enthusiast, fashion wannabe, media-oriented, likes shiny things and airplanes. Born on the internet.
I know I never use Tumblr, and I’m not expecting anything from this, but if anyone does see it…
My 3-year relationship just ended. He was my best friend and we’ve lived together for almost 2 years. The past few years haven’t been fantastic but he was without a doubt the best part of all of them. Now I feel like it was all a waste. I have to find a new apartment while he apparently feels so guilty he can barely be around me. He ended it because I’m depressed and he can’t wait any longer for me to get better because it’s affecting him. I get it, but I don’t get the idea of bailing because someone needs you. I know this won’t be forever for me and that in a few months, this will all be a clear mistake. I’m worried it will be too late by then.
Anyway, I’m scared of being alone tonight and if anyone finds this and wants to talk, that’d be nice. My friends are all asleep and I know so few people in the city. Otherwise I’m positive I’ll delete this tomorrow… then maybe write the same thing again tomorrow night.
I’m really confused. I came on Tumblr for the first time in years just to find some Elementary shipping and there ISN’T ANY? Is this Tumblr?